Hello, reader. So how was your day?
I got back my results. Oh, darn.
I wrote a song. There you go:
Does Not Matter
Verse 1:
It does not matter if you do not care
She has enough of your emotional despair
Now she leaving and walking away
Without a single goodbye to say
You’ve brought her up and down
Thinking forever she’ll be around
Well, why not think again?
When she’s the only one in pain
So, now awake at the break of dawn
You’re wondering what had really gone wrong
Chorus:
It’s the silent musings from a lonely heart
The endless fighting and the hit in the gut
She hurts within, don’t you know?
Oh, I forgot that you’re without a soul
It’s the words that were left unsaid
Not the bills that were yet to be paid
You’re seeking answers within wrong faces
And searching for clues in wrong places
Verse 2:
Of course you think she will be right back
Even when she left with all her things packed
But she meant it when she said enough
She really wasn’t trying to act all tough
So, now you realise you are really all alone
Thinking all along you should have known
(Chorus :)
Bridge:
And, of course, you could say your sorrys
But she’s afraid and she really worries
That it’ll be a cycle; it’ll be hurt all over again
Cause…
(Chorus x2 :)
It does not matter
Does no matter if you don’t care
Does not matter
Because she has enough of your emotional despair
So, today I don't feel too good. Shit happens.
I guess a lot of people are really sad after receiving their results.
And some people cried because they worked really hard and yet...
So I guess this is for you.
With lots of love.